2005 OCT 26 - (NewsRx.com) -- Cancer vaccines data are the focus of recent
research from the United Kingdom, Australia and United States.
Study 1: Scientists report the results of a phase 1 study of TNF-alpha
AutoVaccIne in patients with metastatic cancer in a recent issue of Cancer
Immunology, Immunotherapy.
"We evaluated the safety and immunogencity of a novel vaccine directed against
autologous TNF-alpha in a phase I fixed-dose escalation trial. The vaccine
consisted of two recombinant TNF-alpha proteins, with specific peptides replaced
by foreign immunodominant T cell epitopes from tetanus toxoid. The main
objectives were to establish a safe dose and evaluate the vaccines ability
to raise neutralizing TNF-alpha antibodies. Secondary objectives were
improvements in body weight and tumor response," researchers in the United
Kingdom report.
This is the story of my breast cancer journey, and how gluing magazine pictures
onto mat board led me back to my spirit.
In December of 2001, breast cancer was the furthest thing from my mind. I
was busy. I had a loving husband, a nice home, three beautiful stepchildren,
a good job. Then my perfect little world was suddenly turned inside out and
upside down.
A routine, suspicious mammogram. A phone call. Mammogram #2. A stereotactic
core biopsy.
My diagnosis: breast cancer, stage 2, infiltrating, ductal, HER2.
All of the above happened within the fearful, anxious, unbelievable time
span of 7 days. And my life has never been the same.
The next nine months held a most strange quality of disbelief and exhaustion.
It also held two surgeries, four chemotherapy treatments spaced three weeks
apart, and 47 radiation treatments (spaced daily, over the course of 9 weeks).
Fears of the Cancer Returning
It's been three years since my life was turned upside down and inside out .
Three years. My prognosis is very good. I hear this every three months depending
on which doctor my appointment is with: breast surgeon, medical oncologist,
or radiation oncologist.
Three years have passed. I look good. I feel good. And yet nothing has been
able to quiet the storms of fear that threaten to overwhelm me from time
to time. The insidious fear that the breast cancer might return. The intimidating
fear of another potentially deadly diagnosis.
I have meditated and prayed about this. I have talked about it with my wonderful
therapist and with other breast cancer survivors. I have tried guided imagery,
journaling, and art journaling. These have all tempered the fear to some
extent, but only for a very short while.
How SoulCollage® Soothed My Fears
Then I began practicing SoulCollage® and my inner dynamics began to change.
SoulCollage® is a unique blend of spiritual practice and the fun of collage.
It was created in 1989 by Seena Frost (www.soulcollage.com) as she worked
with friends and clients in her psychotherapy practice.
Using our intuition and imagination, we create a deck of collaged cards where
each card reflects a different aspect of who we are. The cards are then used
to assist us to access our own deep wisdom and help us answer life's questions.
There are four suits in a SoulCollage® deck: The Committee (the inner
voices in our minds), The Community (the family and friends who love us),
The Companions (animal totems who lend us their energies) and The Council
(archetypes who symbolize major life themes for us).
SoulCollage® cards are made using magazine images, scissors, a glue stick,
and 5" x 8" pieces of mat board.
It turned out to be the best way for me to deal with the lingering fears
that I was left with after my cancer treatments were over. I listened carefully
inside of me to the voices that had something to say about my breasts, and
my breast cancer, and I made three cards over the course of a few months.
Naming my Inner Voices
The "voices" I named and then worked with in the coming months were: I am
the one who fears breast cancer returning, I am the one who hates her disfigured
left breast, I am the one who survived breast cancer and walked away from
it (both of these voices were Committee members), and I am the one who gave
you the courage to survive breast cancer (an archetype from my Council).
Please visit http://www.kaleidosoul.com/breastcancer.html to see the
SoulCollage cards I made for each of these inner voices.
After making the cards, I journaled with them, asking each voice the following
questions: Who are you? What do you have to give me? What do you want from
me? How will I remember?
The Healing Continues
The entire process of making these SoulCollage® cards and then dialoguing
with them led me deeper into my feelings about my diagnosis and all that
I had been through on my journey since then. This led me to a very deep and
powerful spiritual healing that is difficult to describe, yet very real in
my life.
Now, when my fears of another cancer diagnosis threaten to consume me, I
simply look at my SoulCollage® card that honors that voice inside of
me and I acknowledge it. This voice, this fear will always be a part of me,
but I do not have to allow it to control me. I am reminded of this because
I also have the other two cards which speak to me of how I found the inner
strength and courage to take the breast cancer journey.
Anne Marie Bennett is a freelance writer and self-taught artist who enjoys
playing with mixed-media collage, and all forms of color and words. She has
a BS degree in Education from Southern Connecticut State University and has
taught children, teens and adults throughout the East Coast. She is a breast
cancer survivor and feels closest to her own soul when she is writing, creating
art, teaching, and sharing the gift of SoulCollage with others. She
lives in Massachusetts with her husband Jeff and two highly cherished (and
spoiled) feline companions named Sasha and Scooter. To see my breast cancer
SoulCollage cards and read more about them, please visit:
http://www.kaleidosoul.com/breastcancer.html
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